The way I used to be

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Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didń€™t change who she was. But the night her brotheŕ€™s best friend rapes her, Edeń€™s world capsizes. What was once simple, is now complex. What Eden once lovéd€ywho she once lovéd€yshe now hates. What she thought she knew to be true, is now lies. Nothing makes sense anymore, and she knows sh這s supposed to tell someone what happened but she cań€™t. So she buries it instead. And she buries the way she used to be. Told in four partś€yfreshman, sophomore, junior, and senior yeaŕ€ythis provocative debut reveals the deep cuts of trauma. But it also demonstrates one young womań€™s strength as she navigates the disappointment and unbearable pains of adolescence, of first love and first heartbreak, of friendships broken and rebuilt, all while learning to embrace the power of survival she never knew she had hidden within her heart.
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Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didń€™t change who she was. But the night her brotheŕ€™s best friend rapes her, Edeń€™s world capsizes. What was once simple, is now complex. What Eden once lovéd€ywho she once lovéd€yshe now hates. What she thought she knew to be true, is now lies. Nothing makes sense anymore, and she knows sh這s supposed to tell someone what happened but she cań€™t. So she buries it instead. And she buries the way she used to be. Told in four partś€yfreshman, sophomore, junior, and senior yeaŕ€ythis provocative debut reveals the deep cuts of trauma. But it also demonstrates one young womań€™s strength as she navigates the disappointment and unbearable pains of adolescence, of first love and first heartbreak, of friendships broken and rebuilt, all while learning to embrace the power of survival she never knew she had hidden within her heart.
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ISBN:
9781481449366
9781442395992
9781481449359
Accelerated Reader:
UG
Level 4.4, 13 Points
Lexile measure:
HL: High-Low 640L